I am struggling. I am angry and I am sad.
I am in that place again, between wanting to scream, pull my hair out and cry and then, shaming myself because I don’t want to feel the way I feel because the truth of how I feel isn’t how I think I “should” feel. Making sense yet? :) Well, if you have been in this place you know what I am talking about.
This is the place I go when I want to control someone else and I can’t.
Wanting to change another person never works. Never. So why do we think today would be any different?.
Focusing on someone else is always a distraction to changing me.
You know that whole speck and log in the eye thing? What is the log that I am ignoring in my own eye?
What am I wanting to avoid in my life that I am focused on someone else? This is a great question to ask ourselves.
I can only control myself (this is difficult enough! Breaking old patterns takes commitment and humility).
If we could change those around us, we would never need to change ourselves. And this is good news because this is how we develop character.
And when we stop trying to change someone else and want to develop our character we will….
Take 100% Responsibility for our own life.
Taking 100% responsibility means that you own the fact that you have choices. You may not be able to change the choices you have made in the past but you can choose how you will respond and what you will do with your future. If you are unhappy change it. This means you give up blaming and complaining and take 100% responsibility for you.
I know, it is easier to make excuses and blame others but this keeps us stuck. You are not a victim. I am not a victim.
We may be powerless over someone else,
We have the power to change ourselves and to create the life, the relationships and the joy and peace we desire.
We must choose.
Until next time….
Grace and Peace,